I met a guy like this before. Buff older guy, rode a Harley, had a tatt like that on his huge shoulder. Loved to make out, only sucked each other off. I wanted him to fuck me so badly one night, but he didn't have condoms so it didn't happen (this was pre-PrEP days).
This is how I felt the 2nd-3rd time I sucked and got fucked by white dick. It's so hard to come back from. I've never been fucked better. We share such an indescribable passion white men and black men have sex together.